Site Meter Eating Disorder Talk » Blog Archive » Portion Control

Portion Control

by


I am awful with portion control. I don’t know how someone could have leftover food on their plate and not think about. If I get totally full and I see that there is still some leftover food on my plate, I have to give it away. I have to see someone eat it. I really can’t stand seeing food go to waste. This is not even taking note of how much I most likely have eaten at that point in efforts to clean my plate. If I was trying to eat a smaller, more normal portion, I would be terrible at it. I don’t know how to be consistent with a portion. So, how do I do it? I literally weigh and measure my food. That way - I know that I am getting what I need in my diet. I know I am not under or over feeding myself. I am giving myself what has been prescribed as healthiest for me. Without a food scale, I don’t know what is too much and what is too little. If anything, I usually go to the extremes. If I feel fat (and I do have my days no matter what I weigh), I eat too little. But in all honesty, I am more likely to eat too much. I love food and love denial. I can deny myself into eating a huge slab of meat that is probably enough to feed four or more people. I can down food like it is water. My internal food scale is broken. I don’t know how people can eye out their portions. To me, that is a foreign concept.


Leave a Reply


About Eating Disorder Talk

The goal of Eating Disorder Talk is to encourage family and friends of people living with disordered eating - as well as sufferers - to learn more about the conditions, where to get help, the risks associated and another vessel of communication. I come with 20 years of experience living with (and sometimes for) anorexia; my job is not to cure, it’s to allow others to speak. This means wanting to help those that want help and to provide a voice to those who don’t.

Eating Disorder Talk Author(s)

Blogging Flair

button.GIF

Science & Health Channel Posts

  • What The Heck Is Treatment Resistant Depression?
    This is a dreadfully named type of chronic depression. Please, someone in the medical community rename this thing. When you're depressed, you're always convinced that you cannot be cured or helped. [...]
  • Victoria's Secret? She's a Vegan!
    Victoria's Secret is no longer hiding in closet. The lingerie and beauty product brand is getting loud and proud about veganism. Pink Body is a new line of Victoria's Secret cosmetics - including [...]
  • I binged
    Yes. I am not all perfect and cured. I totally had a binge last night. It was my own fault. I had junk food lying around the house for the "future" and needless to say, I pounced on the food last [...]
  • Is Volumetrics for you?
    [caption id="attachment_756" align="alignnone" width="339" caption="Volumetrics "][/caption]"Free foods" are those that help you get more bang for your buck because they contain a lot of water, [...]
  • Psoriasis and Earache
    I'm going to be honest and beg the blogosphere for information of psoriasis and earache. I have psoriasis and now it seems to have spread to my right ear. It causes a dull ache, but not bad enough [...]
  • Dear Non-Vegans, Love Eccentric Vegan
    Eccentric Vegan compiled a great resource post, called "Dear Non-Vegans," all about why meat, eggs, all other animal products are not healthy, humane, or environmentally friendly on Vegan Soapbox. I [...]
  • Top Ten signs of Alzheimers Disease
    [caption id="attachment_1800" align="alignnone" width="67" caption="Alzheimers"][/caption]Memory loss that disrupts everyday life is not a normal part of aging. It may be a sign of Alzheimer's [...]
  • The best way to measure body fat
    [caption id="attachment_796" align="alignnone" width="104" caption="Tape Measure"][/caption]When does "putting on a few pounds" cross the line into needing to lose weight? Neither scale, BMI, pinch [...]
  • Exacts on how you too can run up expensive therapy bills for your children.
    Ok, so see, as I said, I’ve never been away from my children much.  And, I have missed not one, not two but on Saturday, I will have missed three of my son’s basketball games.  Never in [...]
  • Published Letter to the Editor
    My first letter to the editor was published this week in the Middle Tennessee State University student newspaper, Sidelines. Here's the published version of what I wrote in response to their article [...]

Hot Off The Press