Keep Your Eyes on Your Own Plate
This is not an easy thing for anyone to do. I can be so good, just like anyone, at looking at what other people are doing with their diets. I could judge what they think and talk about. I could notice everything and anything. Do I really bother to indulge in these thoughts, to the best of my ability, I do not do this. I used to, but now, I do my best to focus on my own self (my own plate) every day. Nobody really wants to waste their time thinking of others they cannot control.
For the record, this is a blog about eating disorders. That is a broad topic and can be discussed in many different ways. Everything I say on here, is open for people to judge and react how they choose. That is the beauty of this blog. If I spoke about other things aside from food, then I would be writing for the wrong blog. Here, I expose my food addict side. I talk about my own issues because it is not my business to speak about others. However, if I feel like talking about someone else, so be it. As long as I talk about eating disorders, I am writing for the right blog.
If you find yourself really reacting to stories written, ask yourself why? Why does it bother you? I am comfortable with the truth of my life. I don’t hold anything back anymore about my food addiction because that is where I really get in trouble and get lost in this deep, dark hole of denial. It’s lonely there and I am not anxious to explore that horrible hole.
Hmmmm … where am I going with this? What I’m saying - if you find yourself bothered in any way, take a look in the mirror. Usually, I find, when something is really getting to me, it’s because I’m truly unhappy about something within myself and ignoring it. Keep your eyes on your own plate.
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