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I am Pissed Off

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I am so pissed off at my bosses at my job. I feel undervalued. I am already being paid horribly, so they offer me one of their services for free to make up for the horrible pay. What do I get from this exchange? Resentment. It is terrible.

I have struggled for so long with my own self value and when other people take it like crap … well, I just can’t take it. I am already hard enough on myself, so if someone else pushes judgment on me, it is like this rash I want to get rid of immediately. Dude, it’s my self hate that gets me into the food many times.
So, how do I deal with it now. I stand up for myself. I communicate. I don’t cuss or go overboard, but I do let people know how I feel. If they choose to brush off all that I have said and be rude, they are cut out of my life.
What do I hate most about this? I obsess about it in my head over and over again. As an addict, it is so hard for me to let things go. Man, I could punch something right now or just as easily jump into a carton of ice cream. I am not going to do either.
I am going to bed.


Posted in General on March 29th, 2009

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