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I never liked bikinis. It was always the best way for me to be super self - conscious no matter how old I was. Okay, the exception being when I was like 2 and still ran around naked … but that’s besides the point! Wearing a bikini is prancing around in water-friendly underwear. Anytime I know I am going to wear a bathing suite, I got through this whole mental process of acceptance. I have not done my research, but I believe that bathing suits were invented by men. It is a practically naked item of clothing women wear that is socially acceptable. Why aren’t regular, full bathing suits as accepted? They still have the full bathing suits, but lets face it, most of them are plain ugly and not made right. I think it’s done on purpose so we have no choice but to wear the disguised underwear.
I am not that comfortable with my body. I am, but I am not ready to go half naked for people. Wearing a bathing suit around my dad is awkward for me sometimes. I see my mom looking at my body thinking, “look at my daughters cut body. Look what I made.” It’s embarrassing.
And with eating? Forget it? Who is comfortable with eating and then putting on a bikini? Not me. Any extra bulge is not okay.
Bikinis just suck and do not help me with my eating habits.


2 Responses to “Bikinis”

  1. Daniel B. Maffei Says:

    Tech Question:
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  2. Bonnie Seaman Says:

    I have found that in this day and age that the days of safe sex in any way shape or form are pretty much over.Nowadays condoms no longer prevent a life threatning situation, still transmitting plenty of scary diseases.Online I can find many options that do not run the same risks as playing the field.With so many different websites to chose from it is hard to decide which one to go to.I as a man tend to go to the ones with the models that I enjoy.

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