Anorexia - Two People’s Story
It is so tough to watch these videos. If you are anorexic or even thinking about it, watch these videos. You will never be satisfied with how you look. Trust me, I know. You have to accept and embrace who you are. I know it is hard. But you can literally kill yourself if you let your head control your life. I have had to gain weight before. I was not extremely underweight, but I was definitely underweight at 5′5″ at 112 lbs. Hearing that I had to gain weight was one thing. Actually doing it, was ten times more difficult. I still thought the fat on my thighs needed to go away and there was still cheese on my butt. I remember calling my nutritionist and begging to reduce my food intake. I was done with weight gain when I got up to 116 pounds (still underweight). I still speak about it and struggle with my lack of body satisfaction. I pray that one day I will be happy with my reflection. For now, I am just grateful to be alive and healthy. One day at a time, I guess.
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